Lately, I seemed to be drifting away from my core plan. I
have wanted to focus on tatting and organ music. That is exciting, with a
multitude of possibilities. I try to spend a bit of each day working through
all the ideas that come to me. But, lately, well…..
Each December my calendar fills with not just social
parties, shopping, preparing our home for holiday celebrations, but with too
many opportunities to sing or play or enjoy other music makers. Over the years,
I’ve become a bit of a scrooge with my energy and talents. I’m trying hard this
year to choose wisely and with kindness in my heart. So far, so good.
Then life happened. Nothing I can’t handle, but time spent
thinking and listening wears a brain down; and brainpower is what brings those
ideas to reality.
As I mentioned in the last post, Dave Brubeck is no longer
playing with us. He has brought his music to the skies. The special blend of
old and new that he gave us will forever be in my heart. I feel great thanks
for his life.
Then, I received a true gift. A neighbor was unable to use
tickets for the Chanticleer Christmas concert. I could hardly believe what I
was hearing, but I did manage to stammer “Yes!!!” and then actually managed to
get to the concert and enjoy the magical evening. They create more music that
has changed our world that I love. I feel great thanks for experiencing it all.
Finally, in the newspaper this morning, I see that RaviShankar has died also. Another musician blending old and new. He never lost
sight of his quest and focus.
So, I will continue to focus and create. Don’t get me wrong!
I know I’m not in the same league as these folks. I know I won’t garner as much
acclaim. I just wish to give just a small bit to the good and add beauty to the
world. There’s just never enough hours to listen, to play, to tat, to live!